Tele-tahimik-muna

Ayoko muna mag-ingay, walang intro, walang drums, kampana at ano pang anek-anek.

Natatawa rin ako kapag iniisip kong mag-eemote ako, ganyan hahaha but no, no, I hope it’s a big no. lol

It’s in my thoughts now I want “telelalahbells” will remain as a happy person, may happy thoughts and will definitely just laugh with problems and I think that’s what I am doing now kahit sobrang bigat na ng kuyukot ko esteh yong puso ko charing lang hahaha

Kayo, kayo lang eh! Hihihi pero honestly, since I came back sa mundo ng blogging, I started to open my thoughts, lahat na ata kulang nalang maghubad ako pero wag na masara pa tong blogspot dahil sakin. 

Hahaha roootts. And u became all my inspiration kaya tuloy ang ingay-ingay mode ko. char!

Una, I just want to say thank you to all sa walang sawang pagbisita sa blog ko, may sense man o wala ang post ko you never failed to drop and left your footprints, you made a difference sa life ko and alam mo yan. Salamat kaibigan, mga sis, ateh, koyah at mga ka-animals.

It has been months since dito ko nilagay lahat ng rants ko sa buhay and I am grateful that dahil sa blogging at sa inyo, I come to discover a lot of things sa buhay ko, nakaya kong i-separate ang sarili ko, (dual personality ang peg? Hahaha) kung trying hard to be formal kami kasi nga tinitingnan ng maraming tao ang profession namin sa realidad na parang bawal magkamali, dapat lahat ng bagay ay tama, iniiwasang magkamali dahil panget sa mata ng ibang tao, but dito sa mundo ng blogsphere, abah super split na split ang personality ko dito hahaha wala yon, hindi kasama yon dahil mas gugustohin ko yong simpleng ako lang talaga, free to express my thoughts without any judgment, without any doubts and we are all free to share what’s in our mind (facebook lang ba may alam? Lol)  lahat equal, yon ang importante sakin, walang mayaman, walang mahirap lahat ay pantay tayo dito sa mundo ng blogsphere.

Now I am saying that I already have a life here.. chars!! Haha

Sa totoo lang, gutom lang ako now hahaha jowk. There’s just this feeling lang na I once felt this, nakakainis, nakakalito at nagugulohan (charoots) pero hindi ako na-tatae ha. Promise. Hahaha

I am trying now  na maging seryos na. hahaha syet.

Natuwa lang me, a year after I learned to listen again those “love songs” bwahahahahaha natatawa ako pero totoo nga, bakit ba wag ng makialam blog ko to hahaha jowk naiiba na rin ang mood ko, hihihi ohhh well thanked God for the life and love I knew it once na naging matatag ako lalo at nagbigay ng daan para maintindihan ko rin ang ibang tao who have been an alipin ng pag-ibig. Charooks!!

But anyways, tumae lang ako dito sa blog ko este naglabas ng hindi naman sama ng loob but saloobin lang ata. I just want to take this out, yong happiness na hindi mo alam where galing at ano ang pinaghuhugotan char char many char hahaha basta yon na yon talaga, be it, whatever is in your mind, basta yon na talaga! Hahaha

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P.S.

Like I said, I’m glad and happy na naabot mo yan. You got it. Finally, the license, the firm and the life, it is really for you. Basta i am just happy for you, hanggang doon lang siguro.  Your dreams became your reality now, congratulations!  I can't be part of that, anymore. Until then, architect. =)