Friday, March 29, 2013

Tele-GoodByernes-Emote

Telelalalalala gandang hapon

Tele-good-Friday

No claps, no dance and split for the intro of this post since it’s good Friday. (bait ako now, this moment hehe)

Dami ko pang sinabi eh mag-eemote lang din ako naman jowk

Nooooo… I am trying not to. Char!!

Dahil lang ito sa MUSIC ROOM ng mga bloggero authored by RIX

Ito ang resulta ng good Friday afternoon ko…

Dahil sa mga kanta na nasa music room, naisip ko ulit yong kanta na matagal ko ng iniwasan dahil sa pagbubuwis ko ng buhay non charing! Hindi ako tinatablan ng blade lang, kahit kutsilyo walang sinabi. CHAIN SAW malamang walang ligtas aking kamay doon lels.

Seryos na ako…

Itong kanta na ito…




If u read between lines you will know what message I am telling you…

Hands up ako, wala akong alam. (seryos yan)

For all you know, ngayon ko lang ito i-reveal roottss. Behind all those smiles and laughter na meron ako, ito ay dahil sumugal ako sa buhay minsan, nadapa ako, at natuto, naging tanga at nabulag (dilat na ang aking mata ngayon promise lol) and that helped me to be a happy person now. This is what i always tell to those people na nalulungkot "sadness will lead you to new happiness" yan lang ang nangyari sakin. lel.

That song, yan ang kwento ng buhay pag-ibig ko minsan (malaking charing!) oo may pag-ibig din ako naman! (i'm counting joke!) Hahaha pero like I said HANDS UP AKO, I’m innocent. (pls I’m so innocent don’t kill me hahaha)

Want to know? Now na? later nalang kaya? Hahaha

Sige na nga. You may judge me or not but it’s up to you. I just want to disclose this to let go of those things behind my smiles and laughter. I don’t want to pretend anymore that I have a great life once in love. I want you to learn too what I have learned in life the same. I am aware with what’s right or wrong yet i never get a word from myself. But it was one of the best decision I made to let it go of that suicidal love (may suicidal love talagang term hahaha), honestly, I fought my feelings, I fought myself, my heart and my brain. It was hard, very hard that I almost lost myself in the process of healing (roootttss  may ganyang drama hahaha) and I won after all.

Maniwala kayo or hindi, he was once a blogger and never a single moment I thought of seeing him personally after all knowing the situation. He tried to reach me, he tried to stand in the airport for how many hours but I was tough enough with my decision not to, though I am really dying inside, its killing me seeing him far away from me (kantang kanta lang ang linya ko hahaha) but I need to hold on what is really right for me, my future and his. Kinaya ko though i broke down. (luhod at sinabing kailangan ko ng himala haha)

This is just one of the reason why i left blogging for a while. hihihi 

Separately, may real love life talaga ako bago ko siya nakilala and even after him (just same person lang naman). hahaha lol 

Love isn’t love after all…

Thanks paparix (papa-usohin para maging official side kick ni papa jack haha) of music room, this gave me a room to open a small box in my life. I felt so free and happy now. so, pwedi na akong mag-artista? hahahaha 






22 comments:

  1. ahaha sooo ito pala iyon...

    hmmmmm i will ask Maestro na gumawa ng comment sa post na ito sa music room nya. ang bilis lang, mukang nasundan agad ang segment nya na comments and melody ahaha. :D

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    1. hahahaha biglang wooosshh may naalala kasi ako agad isulat ko na bago mawala sa utak ko hahaha

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    2. pwede baka mamaya malusaw pa yung idea.

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    3. ha? aw ibig ko sabihin eh ginawa ko na agad tong post na to kasi baka mawala ulit sa isip ko hehehe

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    4. Oiiiiii mag report ka daw sa music room sabi ni maestro :p

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    5. pinatatawag ka ni maestro :D

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  2. He was once a blogger? Hhmmmm... sino ito? Ayan ka na naman, naiintriga na naman ako sa post mo na ito. Kukulitin na naman kita nito sa text... humanda ka! Lol

    Anyways, matatagpuan mo din ang taong para sa iyo Lalabels! For sure, nasa tabi tabi lang siya. Uuuyyyyyyyyy!!!

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    1. hahaha ang saya saya jowk hahaha kaw naman talagang may ganyan eh ano hahahahahaha walang uyyy uyy na yan ayoko ng maulit hahahaha roots.

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  3. you really rock!
    love your blog, so you'll have me here again :)

    hope youll follow back <3
    www.malesclutch.blogspot.com

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  4. intriguing naman yan pareho kayo ni archie ahh magsheshare pero mambibitin!
    haha it hurts you know! hahaha
    di ko ma play ung video ahah bagal ng net ko nisearch ko na lng ung lyrics
    at ang gondo ahh lalo ung chorus

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    1. hahahaha matagal na siyang wala sa blogsphere i think. kasi sa mga blogs we used to read it hindi ko siya nakikitang nagccoment na so wala na siya hahaha at ayoko na rin alamin asan at ano ang blog niya lol ok na ako and i am happy now hahahaha lol

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  5. GO!!! Mag-artista ka na!!!! Susuportahan kita! Ganyan... Emo-emo rin?

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    1. haha pwedi na nga lol masaya naman ako sa post na ito hahaha

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  6. naku te lalabels eto ba yung tweet mo saken na nag stop ka ng blogging 4 a year? o iba pa itetch? kasi nilagay mo jan "for a while" lang eh.. tapos he was once a blogger? hHhhmmmm.....chumichixmax ka nanaman ah hehe..

    ok lang yan teh! keribols yan! cheers!

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  7. Tumulo sipon ko dito sa post mo Lala! Naging alipin ka pala minsan ng love na yan hahahaha..

    Love is blind? or lover is the blind one? hahahahaha....

    Wait til I tell my love story, taob itong sa'yo hahahahahaha

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  8. anong kwento? di moh naman kinuwento? ei btw thanks sa laging pagkamusta saken ha... i appreciate it... last time bigay akoh nagn bigay nagn syringes sau... now i need those backs.. kelangan koh turukin sarili koh nang syringes.... hayz... i think i'm doin' find... but at the same time i don't think i do... may turok sa puso pa ren... sakit sa dibdib... masakit pa don tumagal kme knowing it was just a lie... and all i wanted from him is an apology... and a goodbye at least... we talked 'bout it before na walang iwanan sa ere but wat do u expect from a liar right?... but i do not hate him... not one bit... i'm not a hater that's d' truth... but i am hurt yes... i want him to be miserable so badd... i want him to experience ten times the pain i'm feeling... i wanted him to realize wat he lost cuz nobody gonna love him like i do... i was there for him ups and downs... mostly when he was down i was there.. i became a fool cuz of love... sorry carried away akoh... kala koh i'm doin' my own entry... any word of encouragement from u will help... any advices of lettin' a person go will help... so yeah.. tc... Godbless!

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  9. huwwaaww hanhaba hehe thanks at i appreciate all ur honesty and sincerity for the comment. u can reach me sis through my twitter, fb and email if u wanna talk more about this, im more than willing to listen all ur rants, ur pains and everything. im always be here sis.

    like i said, keep on talking, it will help u, talk to ur friends, talk to us always if u have enough time, i will never get tired of hearing everything ul say about your heartaches. its not just u who suffer that kind of pain, everyone does, its not just the same situation but its still the same pain. i know there are no enough words to pacify what you feel now but take this pain as a challenge, as a reason to see the other side of your life, if u may allow me to ask u - what's ur goal really in life? there, we will start there sis. im here (tapping ur shoulder)

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    1. thanks lalah... i dunno u personally but lately u became a friend to me and my comforter... salamat... during this tough times i appreciate all my friends who were there for me... it wasn't easy... lemme tell u a 'lil secret i even became friend w/ my ex's ex... she's been comforting me too... funny huh?.. so yeah... wats ur email?... thanks again...so much... much love nd Godbless! -dhee =)

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  10. ay eto ung na ikwento mo sakin sa fb diba?

    dahil jan... kantahan na lang kita ng...

    neseye ne eng lehet
    menemehel kete pegket
    neseye ne eng lehet
    pete eng pese ke...

    ganyan!

    happy Easter Lalah XD

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  11. Ang hirap ng long distance at sa blog lang. Nakaka phobia masktan sa pag ibig. Kahit moved on nah maiisip mo pa rin ang sakit

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  12. he was once a blogger <----- SINO ETO? Iyan na naman tayo ah.

    Dear lala,

    Hugs... :'(

    Tinamaan naman ako sa post mo. Di ako sanay. hehe

    Nandito lang ako. busy lang.

    You friend,

    Archieviner :)

    Smile na tayo ah

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