Friday, September 20, 2013

Everyday may not be good...

I will be serious with my post maybe, hoping and let’s just see. Hehehe anyways, maybe I am just so tired today, nakakabadtrip yong schedule sa graduation pictorial and duh?! Hindi kasi porket kayo ang madaming population sa school kaya pinagbibigyan kayo, dahil ano? Kayo ang nag-aakyat ng pera? Ganon? Ohhh well, so kung kayo ang nag-aakyat ng pera, ano naman kami? Kami ang nagbibigay ng magandang record ng school for the last 5 years and because of that rising ang number of students ng mga social work ngayon. Charroootts. Anyways, bahala na kayo. Hahaha I’m just tired today siguro, waited for almost 7 hours para sa graduation pictorial na yan. Basta all I know, tapos na, success ang pictorial kahit mukhang ice cream na natutunaw yong mga make-up namin.

Sooooo…. Ammmm… baaannggg… baaamm…

Malapit na ako matapos sa practicum so that means, may ilang araw lang siguro ako makakapagpahinga. Actually natapos ko na ang 500 hours required but I still have requirements to finish pa. another 500 hours again this second sem. Ohh life, ohh sunshine talaga magpakita kana. Echhenng!!

I will be at the center bukas, busy busyhan kami sa upcoming activity ng mga bata, their family day. there were times I look back and naisip ko na oo nga ano hindi ako nakakapagblog nong start ng practicum ko dahil pag uwi ko sa gabi, I always felt so tired and talagang nakakatulog ako at sa umaga naman I have to rush dahil  may pasok ako sa umaga. Student life you know! Hahaha 

Lately lang ito, at naprove ko talaga na super nakakastress nga, I was making a case study of my client and itong client ko ay isa sa mga hard client, meaning may behavioral problem, mga paniniwala na possible oo possible namang hindi. Mahirap kasi nasa teenager na sya and may pag-iisip na talaga, independent though minsan may pagkaisip bata. I find it hard kasi aside from her behavioral problem, yong paniniwala niyang na-hypnotized siya kaya the sexual abuse happened, yes possible yon pero according to the community, it was a “kolto.” It is a religious na paniniwala ng lahat ok lang na gamitin ang isang babae dahil that way eh they will be saved sa araw ng judgment.

Guess what, halos 3 weeks akong nagisip pano ko tapusin ang case study ng batang yon. the night na ginawa ko na ang psychosocial and assessment ng bata, at natapos ako ng 2 am. As per routine ko, lagi kong pinapaalarm yong cellphone ko usually 6:00 am at 6:30am pero that day, hindi ako nagising. Seriously, ilang times na daw nag-alarm yong cellphone ko pero sa totoo lang, hindi ko talaga narinig which is most of the time nagugulat ako kahit isang tunog pa lang. pero that moment, wala as in wala talaga. Doon ko naprove yong super stress ko, yong pagiisip lang about don sa case niya. Ganon kastressful kaya kahit anong kain ko pa, wala pa ren I still feel tired.

It’s good thing now, I chose not to think of requirements kaya ako nakakapagblog. At I swear bukas ng gabi, it’s Saturday night, I will free myself muna siguro from school, from the center, usapang barkada, magiinoman kami kasi ramdam na namin na wala na kaming time sa isa’t isa, stress pa sa buhay practicum hahahaha 

It will be a long day pa ren tomorrow since we will be meeting our center psychologist for the psychological test evaluation of the kids and to plan the banner of PBO supporting the family day of these girls credit to mommy joy. And Thank you very much also to Mommy joy (clink this to see her blog) for sharing her blessings to the girls and for imparting her life and heart to individuals especially in crisis. Thanks mommy joy, God may shower you more blessings, good health to your family and abundance of grace to everyone you love. 



18 comments:

  1. Hi Lalah; ) grabe hirap pala ng course mo. I had a dream once na kunin ang course na yan. Three years study here, but my husband told me na di kakayahin ng puso ko dahil I am so emotional.
    Maybe he was right. On the other hand, i salute you for taking this path
    May the good Lord gives you always the strength and the courage.
    Keep up the good work and together with PBO we can achieve much. Thanks for th mention. To God be the glory. It is his blessing:)

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    1. but what u are doing now mommy joy is more than what is a social work all about. u have a good heart mommy to all and may God will shower u more than what u have in hand and in life. the kids and i will pray for good health and success in ur life. siguro ito na talaga ang call ko mommy after years of searching it hehehehe almost there na talaga mommy hehehe

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  2. Alam ko feeling mo sa grad pic... Buong araw din ata kami naghintay noon... :(

    I also feel you with the case study since forever ding kinailangan ng ganon sa'min before, pero ang fulfilling matapos kahit super stressful, di ba? Plus, ang galing ng pag train sa'tin through these stressful assessments. Yun lang talaga masasabi ko... Kaya I'm proud of you, and I'm sure you'll be super successful!

    Good luck sa lahat! :D

    -Steph
    www.traveliztera.com

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    1. sa lahat ng hirap may matatamis ding patutungohan hehehe yes im hoping for that success kasi para sakin success means pano ko mabigyan ng panibagong point of view ang mga tao esp those who are in crisis. thanks ate! see u around.

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  3. Stress ka ba? hindi naman halata sa pic mo teh? joke lang Ok lang yan kahit gaano ka ka stress im sure makakahanap ng way ang katawan mo to cope up with the stress.

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    1. mukhang kaya ko pa hahaha matapos lang talaga to nakuh! hahaha charrootss namiss kita rix ha! ammffff busy busyhan kasi tau sa buhay hahahaha yong katawan ko nga bumibigat na dahil sa stress hahaha

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  4. Ikaw na ang busy! Haha

    I agree with Rix, hindi halatang stress ka! At inuman talaga ang happenings nyo! Siguro lasing ka no nong panay comment mo sa FB ko hahaha

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    1. grabi ka naman hahahaha baka ibig mo sabihin eh nalasing ako sa stress kaya ako nagiingay sa fb lol syado ka rin din busy eh! anober! hahaha san na si little mario bilisan mo na! hahahaha

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  5. Wow, you are going to be a social worker. That sounds cool! Mabigat din na responsibilidad, but the important thing is that you'll be working for the welfare of other people.

    Good luck!

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    1. oo medyo pero ito talaga ang gusto ko hehehe yong makikibaka chars lang pero seriously masaya kasi ako dito so ito na talaga ang pinili ko hehehe

      thanks ms. N.

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  6. Masayang malaman na marami nang nangyayari sa buhay mo ngayon. Parang artista lang sa pagkabusy? Haha. And don't forget to unwind once in a while.

    Goodluck!

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    1. hahaha opkors kasi ito na nga oh nagbblog hop ako after years of years hahaha well malapit na rin matapos ang pagiging busy ko kaya antayin sumabog mga blog niyo heheheh

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  7. Imiss u lala ngayon lng ako nkapagbloghop ulet ! Nbigla kc ako sa profile pic mo sabi ko sino to hahaha

    Enjoy ur coming grad!

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    1. nakita ko talaga ung zambales trip mo at talagang proud na proud sa snake! nakabulagta pa! hahaha nahiya naman ako sau ateh! hahahahaha amfff! hahaha

      ayon nga eh biglang nagtransform ang lola mo!! hahahaha kebers! hahaha ganon talaga hahahaha haymissyoooouu josshhhh!!!

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  8. Keri mo yan superwoman tayo di ba?

    Na-caught ang attention ko dun sa case ng bata na hina-handle mo grabe ang hirap naman :(

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    1. oo sis, iba2x ang cases nila. this gave me a thought na bakit ayaw ibalik ang death penalty, minsan kasi ang church unreasonable na eh. hindi naman ako atheist pero hearing child's sentiments ang hirap mas lalo na sa kanila kasi confused yong mga bata at may long term effect na sa kanila yon talaga.

      basta kaya to sis hehehehe

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  9. Konti na lang matatapos na rin semestre mo. Ang cheer namin sa chinese, jia you! Jia you lala!

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    1. thanks sir op!! oo 1 semester nalang hehehe sabay ata tayo magboard exam pa eh hehehe

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