sa E.R ang totoong drama ng buhay

Dahil malamig ang panahon, ayokong magpainit ng post hahaha

I just wanted to say something bago ako mag-acrobat sa blog kong ito and even sa buhay ko!

After 2 weeks’ vacation, (December 21, 2013 to January 5, 2014) yong vacation na finally nasabi kong, I spent it to myself, my family and GOD! Yes, I brought back my life to him. I have my faith of course, I believe in him, I really do but those were the times I came to realize that life is too short to waste in pity things. I am not a person who is prayerful, goes to church every Sunday but with that 2 weeks’ vacation, I am happy with the change!

This is one of the few conversations I had with my sister after she had her night duty. Having a coffee in the morning and talk random things ay isa sa pinaka magandang moment masabi kong I have time with my family, finally! (been feeling so busy kasi ang buhay ko for the past years! Charot lang yon! hahaha)

So much for that, ito kasi ang sabi niya na nakapagisip ako ng bongga talaga! “kapag namatay ang tao, kahit piso wala kang madadala…” my sister was assigned in the emergency room sa isang tertiary hospital dito sa amin. I just can’t believe sinasabi niya sa amin na siya yong nagpipikit ng mata nong patiente na namamatay sa E.R kapag ito ay nakadilat, dagdagan pa yong magtatanggal ng IV’s sa katawan nong pasyente. And doon ako mas natinag when she told us na kahit patay na yong tao, she make it sure na maayos yong pagtanngal ng mga IV’s at kahit patay na she still take care of it like buhay pa so the immediate family or relatives would feel na inasikaso naman yong pasyente kahit public hospital man.

That conversation made me realize a lot of things in life. I looked back and ponder what have I done in the past years of my life, tama rin ba kaya yong mga nagawa ko nong nasa work pa ako, may natulongan ba ako talaga or baka nasaktan ko lang yong iba. I learned to be humble enough now and mas naging mahaba ang patience ko this time dahil kailangan kong hindi na patulan ang mga taong makitid ang utak na walang ginawa kundi pagusapan ang ibang tao to the point na lulunorin mo na yong tao at tatanggalan ng ulo. NOW, I just love praying over them and show my success along.

Mas narealize ko now na ang dami kong sinayang na oras, pero I still have hope na may mga about 30 years pa ako kung hindi ako mahihigh blood sa sobrang pigil sa galit minsan! Hahaha kaya I am proud and happy I turn myself back to God, as in having a relationship with him made me feel that I can do all things that are impossible because with him, alam natin everything is possible!

oh  yes, glad at nakasama pala din ako sa Black Nazarene na prosisyon, i felt so loved. Really. it was also my first time to join. 

Take note, it doesn’t mean na feeling banal ako sa post kong ‘to eh hindi na ako magiingay sa mga bahay niyo. This is just the spiritual side of me lang naman, meron pang social, emotional, physical aspect pa naman! Hahahaha

Sa next post ulit. Totoo na ito for this year! Hahaha