Saturday, January 11, 2014

sa E.R ang totoong drama ng buhay

Dahil malamig ang panahon, ayokong magpainit ng post hahaha

I just wanted to say something bago ako mag-acrobat sa blog kong ito and even sa buhay ko!

After 2 weeks’ vacation, (December 21, 2013 to January 5, 2014) yong vacation na finally nasabi kong, I spent it to myself, my family and GOD! Yes, I brought back my life to him. I have my faith of course, I believe in him, I really do but those were the times I came to realize that life is too short to waste in pity things. I am not a person who is prayerful, goes to church every Sunday but with that 2 weeks’ vacation, I am happy with the change!

This is one of the few conversations I had with my sister after she had her night duty. Having a coffee in the morning and talk random things ay isa sa pinaka magandang moment masabi kong I have time with my family, finally! (been feeling so busy kasi ang buhay ko for the past years! Charot lang yon! hahaha)

So much for that, ito kasi ang sabi niya na nakapagisip ako ng bongga talaga! “kapag namatay ang tao, kahit piso wala kang madadala…” my sister was assigned in the emergency room sa isang tertiary hospital dito sa amin. I just can’t believe sinasabi niya sa amin na siya yong nagpipikit ng mata nong patiente na namamatay sa E.R kapag ito ay nakadilat, dagdagan pa yong magtatanggal ng IV’s sa katawan nong pasyente. And doon ako mas natinag when she told us na kahit patay na yong tao, she make it sure na maayos yong pagtanngal ng mga IV’s at kahit patay na she still take care of it like buhay pa so the immediate family or relatives would feel na inasikaso naman yong pasyente kahit public hospital man.

That conversation made me realize a lot of things in life. I looked back and ponder what have I done in the past years of my life, tama rin ba kaya yong mga nagawa ko nong nasa work pa ako, may natulongan ba ako talaga or baka nasaktan ko lang yong iba. I learned to be humble enough now and mas naging mahaba ang patience ko this time dahil kailangan kong hindi na patulan ang mga taong makitid ang utak na walang ginawa kundi pagusapan ang ibang tao to the point na lulunorin mo na yong tao at tatanggalan ng ulo. NOW, I just love praying over them and show my success along.

Mas narealize ko now na ang dami kong sinayang na oras, pero I still have hope na may mga about 30 years pa ako kung hindi ako mahihigh blood sa sobrang pigil sa galit minsan! Hahaha kaya I am proud and happy I turn myself back to God, as in having a relationship with him made me feel that I can do all things that are impossible because with him, alam natin everything is possible!

oh  yes, glad at nakasama pala din ako sa Black Nazarene na prosisyon, i felt so loved. Really. it was also my first time to join. 

Take note, it doesn’t mean na feeling banal ako sa post kong ‘to eh hindi na ako magiingay sa mga bahay niyo. This is just the spiritual side of me lang naman, meron pang social, emotional, physical aspect pa naman! Hahahaha

Sa next post ulit. Totoo na ito for this year! Hahaha




11 comments:

  1. I love it! That wonderful feeling of being in love.... With God. The blog world misses you and your wonderful stories.. Nakukulangan na ko sa split moments dito. Glad youre back telelalabels!!! Mwuahugzzzz!

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  2. welcome back!!!! di na ko magcocomment sa post mo. speechless eh :D

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  3. Yohooo! kakaiba ang post na ito ha, walang rants. Not very Lalah. So nag bago ka na talaga? haha!

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  4. Ang dami kong gustong sabihin but nganga ako sa mixed content ng post na eto plus the fact na sinabi mong babalik ka na talaga sa pagba blog plus sa hindi pa ako nakaka-recover ng magising ako at na-shock ng makita ang pagtambay mo sa blog koh! (hingal/breathless)...

    1. Una salamat sa masidhing pagdalaw at pag-iwan ng mga nakaka-shock na bakas sa blog ko lol
    2. Salamat at pag-share sa kwento ng sis mo. Nakaka-morbid but ang laking lesson ang dala dala plus dinagdag mo pa yung pag-analyze, look back at ponder what have you done. Napa-ponder din tuloy ako.
    Ako ring gustong-gusto ko yung kwentuhang pamilya sa morning coffee.
    3. At higit sa lahat na naka-shock sakin eh parang ang bait at tahimik mo nga dito? Lalah ikaw ba yan???? LOL

    Deretso na to ha!

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  5. Huwaw. The post was enlightening. What your sister told you was something to ponder talaga..

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  6. Nakakapanibago naman dito... parang napunta ako sa ibang dimension lol

    Naku Lala, I'm sooo happy na makita kang very lively again at thanks for sharing us your wonderful experiences in life. About sa kwento ng kapatid mo sa ER, nag-gu-goosebumps talaga ako tuwing naaalala ko yan (remember you've mentioned it sa ating FB chat) pero napaka noble work yan indeed ng sister mo. Take care of the dead as if it they were still living.

    Tama yang mga realizations mo. *nods nods*

    Always remember, I am just a pm away sa fb. Thanks at pinagkakatiwalaan mo akong pagsabihan ng mga rants mo sa work, studies at buhay. I am more than always happy to listen ^_^

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  7. I am so happy that you are back in blogging and most of all with your relationship with God. Just remember kahit asan tayo at ano ginagawa, God is with us. In our hearts. God bless you dear and may you prosper in everything you do:)

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  8. hehehe malaking pagbabago ba ito hehehe....

    musta na diyan... galaw galaw....

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  9. I miss your blog and the way you narrate your life. It's to know that your turn back your life to God, I mean you put back the trust of your life to the highest. ako rin naman I have bad side and wrong things or decision made.

    I always turn to him when dark days come along and prayer is the only weapon we have in this world. Everything change and our faith should not and should be stronger every day.

    So Goodluck sisssy! Wishing you a good year!

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  10. Nag birthday ka lang Lalah nag matures ka na! Char!

    Happy New Year Lala, miss you! Sana kita kits tayo soon! Hugs!

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  11. Lala kaw ba yan? Hihihi , well agree ako sa sinabi mo at i think marami ka ding natulungan noon pero mrami mas galit sayo char!

    Level up na lala to the highest level

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