Friday the 13th confusion

Today is the first Friday the 13^th of the year. People come to believe that pag Friday the 13^th may masamang mangyayari. Sa awa ni lord ngayon araw nato wala naman, safe naman akong nakauwi ng bahay except for the fact siguro with my exam results ng prelim, parang isang malaking question mark yong nakuha kong score, super tricky yong questions at na-over analyze ko yong questions kaya naging mali tuloy. ECHOS noh?! I defended myself pa talaga eh simply lang naman yon talagang hindi umabot utak ko sa utak ng teacher ko!! Punyets!! Masyadong bright child lang talaga si MAM!! Or sadyang wala talagang laman utak ko while taking the exam!! yon!! No excuses!! Hahaha

I didn’t do anything after class kundi bili ng pagkain dito at doon. Kung ano2x lang maisipan kong bilhin, meron akong biniling popcorn na may peanut sa goldilocks, kumain ako ng halo2x sa chowking, sumegway pa akong bumili ng bread and sandwich spread para sa agahan ko bukas kasi 9 am to 7 pm yong klase ko kaya kailangan ko ng madaming malamon kundi ako ang lalamonin ng utak ko!! Hahaha

Parang kailangan ko ata munang matulog ng maaga ngayon kasi gigising pa ako ng maaga bukas para mag-aral!! (seryoso nato!! Haha) kailangan kong ikarir ang gusto kong future kaya sasagarin ko na!! pagkatapos ng klase malamang tambay ako sa mga blog niyo at makikigulo!! Hehehe gustohin ko mang mag-ikot ngayon kaso malamig ang panahon at masarap ng itulog. Nakakatakot din minsan ang lamig ng ulan kasi baka maulit na naman ang sendong. Spell the word TRAUMA!! At dahil sa sendong na yan, mas lalong madaming trabaho ngayon sa pag-aaral at sa buhay trabaho ko!!

At nawala na ako sa topic kong Friday the 13^th hahaha kahit ako nagugulohan kung ano ba ang post kong to!! Hahaha lagi nalang akong confused sa lahat ng bagay ngayon!! Punyetiks!! hehehe

Itulog ko muna ang taba ko!! Bukas magbuburn ako ng fats ulit!!! Hahaha

Leaving the old tracks

I was about to make my write up for my English class when I thought of arranging my old books first before I will sit and plan for tomorrow’s assignment. I saw my old architecture books and it reminds me of the life that I had way back there, those memories and learning’s. This is the quote I came up with when I decided to shift my world, “architecture has been my world, but it was never my life after all” – it means that once in my life, I dreamt to be an architect, to be part of the elite community, to stand proud and prove that I can make it even if I am a woman yet my fate shifted unexpectedly.

I dropped that dream, it was a profound and major decision but I stood despite of the hurtful words came from other people. Later on, I have gradually gained my confidence again and eventually I learned to accept that there are things even how much you want it, you can’t have it. I started to work in the social services and there, I have found my life. I felt the contentment whenever I knew I have helped people who are in need. If I was happy with my old world or my old life, I am happier when I started to feel the fulfillment in serving our less fortunate brothers and sisters.

Moreover, when I was done arranging those books, finally I’ve told myself that it’s about time and I am ready to let go what I have had in the past, I am now willing to give or re-sell those books in a half or one-fourth of the original price, this is the time I could finally say that everything is over and I am happy with the new environment and the life where my world is spinning now, I am glad to take part to the social work program of Lourdes College.