Masakit sa panga na Birthday Special

Just before anything else, I assume to insert the song “ayokong tumanda” hahaha

It is a late birthday post! Yes nalang! Busy slight. Chos!

I can’t thanked enough those people who made my birthday a “real” happy birthday! Hahaha and a complete one. Those who greeted me through text, personal facebook & twitter, THANK YOU! You have been part of my special day & I will keep all your thoughts, wishes and messages.

Just before my birthday, I intentionally bake my chocolate moist cake – 3 days ago I think because “habang tumatagal, lalong sumasarap!” parang tanduay rum lang ang peg eh! Hahaha sa sobrang excited ko ata, I made a mistake hahaha so hindi naging flat ang cake, naging mukhang basin lang naman hahaha

My friends surprised me with a magic candle, just prior to that I was very anxious that they bought a candle na saktong edad ko talaga, it’s like I’ve been telling them “sige, I won’t blow that candle!” YEAH I am still in denial stage, be it! Wala naman yan sa edad eh, it’s just how you live your life! Hahaha (explain dot com haha)

So we had a wonderful intro birthday of lighting the sparklers! Yey! Then blowing of candles, I realized 5 secs after that hindi mauubos yong candle pala kasi nga magic candles! Nganga! Hahaha so I just keep on blowing it until I said that “ang sakit na ng panga ko!” hahaha sabay may shortness of breathe na! hahaha

Aside from the blowing of candles, laughter and smiles that moment, the most important lesson I learned was “time is very important” you’ll never know how long your family & friends will stay by your side, to make you laugh, smile and feel loved. Basta, masaya ako sa birthday ko & that’s it! I am making the most of my life!

Anyways, my birthday was full of realization also. Life is too short to waste, to worry and to dwell on something that does not belong anymore to your future as much as to your present. I have lost some of my gold in the year 2014 and everything just made sense today, I have gained so much, a diamond instead, very priceless and rare - & God made me realized on that day. Thank you to my ever dearest loved ones – Bonjing, Juan, Imyang, Mecmec and Adah. I don’t have to elaborate everything here, I have said enough already & a simple Thank you for making my birthday possible and a memorable one to all of us. I love you to the moon and back!

I can’t post those birthday presents coz u know my mobile is getting so old! Hahaha the file is in my mobile, I can’t retrieve it. Sarreeh! But really, thank you Bonjing for the motivation gift – sketch pad & frame of mount apo of davao (before 2020 ang target, we’ll be there together!! Haha) Thank you Imyang & ada for the sling bag & sandal – believe it or not ate poch said “how did they know ur taste?!” so like I said then, ur just guessing! Hahahaha and of course to juan for my quaker oats! Yeay! 2 pax so the pressure is so ON! Haha I love the face towel and spoon, that will be used while eating my oats hahaha charot!

THANK YOU again my loved ones – you’ve been a great part of me & I mean it what I have told you all – you were one of those friends, I wanted to grow up with, to cry and laugh with, to have simple conversations late at night, to drink coffee together as well you know the other way around hahaha You all are the best thing that has ever happened to me in the year 2014 and looking forward this year for travels, adventures and more laughter & bloopers. 

Sniff pa! Singhot pa more!

I’ve realized something today, definitely YES! I know I’m going to regret it for the next five years!?! Yeah! 5 years! Wtf! Ain’t?! I was looking at my old passport and then there boom! Yeyeeh! I looked like a drug addict & a pusher! Hahaha I went to dfa today and one hell of a day almost ang hinugot ko and I am trying to convince myself that moment that YES finally! Oh! This is my chance to at least improve my picture and be happy for the next five years again!?! Ek..ek..klavu processing… wwoooottt!! Anak ni darna kung meron man yan! Pls wag ng ibigay ang bato! Futeks!! If I look like a drug addict nong old passport ko wow! Kumusta naman ang new passport ko, I look like now a drug lord! Wtf! Right?! Shit eh! Hahahahahaa I just couldn’t move on for a while until now! Holy crap! Holy ninja!!! Wala na akong magawa! So keber na sa mga ninja titingin ng passport ko!

Just right after my dfa appointment, I finally got my planner, an early present from teacher kat. Wwwoooottt.. kendeng, kendeng, galaw galaw para hindi mastroke ang taba! Chos! Hahaha Thanks teacher kat for this & it was so sweet and thoughtful of you. I’ll keep in mind that wish, not just for me or you but sa atin yon dalawa! Hahaha wwooott! He will come in the most perfect time and unexpected place. Charrrooottt sa ating dalawa! Hahahaha Cross my fingers that mapuno ko itong planner na ito with God's grace for the year 2015!! 

Humanda ang 2015 ko nito!
AYAN OH! bday ko! haha

Ang sweet ni teacher kat kasing
 sweet ng pusa niya haha

I just love my day totally! Lalo na having a 3 hour straight random conversation with a dear friend! Wwoott! Like imyang said “ate it’s been a while we talked serious stuff!” chos! Hahaha oo! Kasi ngayon we can’t have any proper conversation kasi may bonjing na kami at isang nognog so wwweezz chance puro nalang kalokohan! That’s what this big four do most of the time! Ayey!  

"imyang"
May ganyan! feeling
sensitive case lang ito! lol

"Si nognog at bonjing"
bentang benta ang dalawang ito kaya
para iwas gulo na, tinakpan ang
kalahati ng mukha! chos! 

ang happy signpen na
ballpen ko! haha

Ang babaw ko lang then pag-uwi ko, no joke, I was looking for an old notebook of mine nong nag-aaral pa ako and guess what I’ve found, yes! My ballpen na signpen din! Hahaha natuwa ako! Shit lang! wwwooott! I’ve been looking for this kasi ang alam ko talaga may ganito akong pen eh, kaso nawala so ito na nakita ko na! hahaha

Ay last, this is for a friend, a long time friend who is currently in Japan – like I said, hold on to whatever you are going through, just remember that you always have us, you have a home when you get back soon & we will always be your wings in case you’ll be losing some of your feathers.

Life is so real & beautiful if we just learn to appreciate the small things & acknowledge those people na minsan natulungan ka at andon sila sa moment you have nothing! Thank you & hoping one day I will be given the chance to share also my gratitude to others! (natatakot talaga ako kapag nagiging so seryos ang ending kasi ito na nga ang signs na guguho na ang mundo charrooottt lang! hahaha) wwooottt. tambling tambling ikot ikot and splleettttsss. wooottt.

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Wooooottt!!!! Pppooottt!! Paaakk!! Baaanggg!!!

Daaanng!! Daanngg!! Sabay-sabay tunog ng mga kampana sa buong bansa!! Wooott!!! Ding ding ding hahahaha

Finally, naisipan ko na rin magupdate, SABAW na SABAW ang utak ko lately that’s why wala akong update, wala rin naman akong makwento, mga walang kwenta ang nangyayari sa buhay ko lately. Echoosss.. hahaha

Kumakain na ako ng bakal actually sa gym kaya busy-busyhan ang aking peg. Wooooott! Sabay spleeeettt and clap hands in the air. Charrett! Hoy nakakaspleeet naman ako noh hahahaha wag na kayong kumontra! Hahaha

Busy rin ang buhay ko sa pag-aasikaso ng aking mga papeles para sa lecheng practicum na yan na hindi pa nga sigurado but still nagcocomply ako, susugorin ko pa ang president ng school na madre para luluhod at magmamakaawa na matapos ko ang lahat this year at gagraduate ako ng 2014. And take the board exam the same year. Nagmamadali na ako talaga hahahahaha ayoko ng mahuli sa batch ko kasi ang mga pictures hello masakit sa atay yon na hindi ka kasama doon sa barkada mo. hahaha mas eksayted ako sa course nato kaysa dati, ewan ko ba siguro happy talaga ako dito. Charreet lang.

Baaanng!! Booom! Boooom! Baaaam!! Banngg!! Tadang!!!

Sayaw, sayaw, galaw, galaw, ikot ikot, kembot, kembot ang pwet ng biik.. woooottttt

Dahil hindi ko alam anong stress ang dala ng isang natatagong nararamdaman sa taong matagal ko ng binaon sa lupa, kaya I feel soooo soooo sooo wala lang, nag-iisip ako? Charos! Nakikiramdam? Slash wrist and die! Feelingerang naging busy ako sa buhay na wala naman dahilan maging busy. Hahahaha paken sheet lang. ang hirap mag-pigil! Hahaha hindi ko kinakaya! Nakakaloka naman! I hate this! (tambling)

Namiss kong dumaldal, at magingay kaya ito na naman ako ulit. Ramdam ko na ang ingay ko ang goodluck sa inyo hahahaha (spleeettt) wooott sayaw sayaw tada-dada-tadaaa.

at ang vlog, naging uso na talaga, hahaha makagawa na talaga ng bago. nainggit na naman ako hahaha 

Tele Total Recall

Daaaag! Dadaaag! Bang! Baaammm! Booom!! Woooott!!!

Telelaladance!! Tan-tan-tadaan hooo haaa hoooo aahhh aaahhh (unggoy lang? lol)

I’m just happy knowing that, nasa 70 percent na ang chance kong makapagpracticum this june! SANA! Lord please help na talaga. Hihihihi

Ang saya pala kapag nag-second course ka kasi to me, nadadagdagan ang nalalaman ko, i met new friends and nagbabago din ang perspective ko sa life. May nakikita akong ibang opportunity sa paligid din. Oo naman minsan naging shonga ako sa buhay ko, yong nagstop ang mga pangarap ko minsan at kung ano-ano pang ka ek-ekan but ito na, as in ito na talaga ang gusto ko! woot! I am really working hard to have good record on this course in preparation of my dream to be part of an international organization lalo na sa United Nation. charing! 

Sa sobrang pinilit kong abotin ang unang pangarap ko noon na makapagdesign ng bahay or building, hindi talaga para sakin, at the end of it pala, sumunod rin ako pala sa yapak ng nanay ko. di bale, na-enjoy ko naman ang buhay ko ngayon bilang nagwowork at nag-aaral at the same time. Now I am getting my prize na, malapit na ako magpracticum. Wooot! Heeyyeeyy!! Telelaladance ulit! Tan-tan-tan dadaaan tadaahh! Bamm! Baaanng! sabay Mecoy face dance. yaaa-daba-daba-doooo wooottt.

Tele total recall ako sa buhay bilang studyante ulit. mas mabait na ako nito. char lang! 

Syets antabah ko lang dito! (parang pumayat naman ako minsan diba? hahaha)
My 1st major class in social work - Communication & Documentation
ang walang kamatayang pag-gawa ng project proposal
yong teacher ko was only 24 years old i think this time.

ECCD - Early Childhood Care and Development Major Class
Pano i-handle ang lahat ng klase ng bata
A day with the kids who lived in the streets
Naglaro, nagkwentohan at nagpakain din kami
A chance to interact with these children and know their stories behind

Major Class - Social Work Filipino Personality
Explain and discuss since birth to present ang peg
Inaalam anong values meron ka, anong pamilya meron ka at
ano ang mga pinagdadaanan mo sa buhay bago mo narating ang present
KAILANGAN gawin to para makilala at maintindihan ang sarili bago
sumabak pakinggan ang ibang tao sa kanilang mga problema. rrrooottss. lol

Major Class - Project/Program development
Tan-enah ubos ang english at tuyong tuyo ang utak ko nito
walang kamatayan pag-gawa ng mga proposal din at seminars etc

May library works din kami madalas.
pero effective kaya ito kung titingnan mo yong kasunod na picture? lol

Woooott!! ano ito? hahaha
Sapul na sapul eh!
Major Exam at huling huli sa camera nakikipagdaldalan sa answer!! hahaha

Unang sabak ko sa Intramurals
Nakikisawsaw lang ako para may uniform echos! hahaha

Kailangan talaga naming maglakad for the community work
Dahil sa sobrang healthy ko, kailangan ko magbuwis ng buhay dito! lol  

Unang pagkakataon makipag-usap sa Barangay Captain to do our first community work
ito ang tinatawag na courtesy call

At ito na ang unang community work with the kids
sa isang poorest of the poor na area ng cdo

Hindi lang kami pang-bata pati na rin sa mga matatanda
sa mga buntis, sa mga walang trabaho, sa mga kabataan at etc.
form womb to tomb ang pinasukan ko hahahaha

Multi-tasking din ako chos!
pinagsabay ang work at pag-aaral
PABLO time ito, nagdedeliver ng bigas sa mga muncipality
sinabay ko ang aking mga classmates to conduct interview about sa law ng mga Solo Parents

CDO Street Tutorial Advocay
Na-feature na rin kami sa newspaper because of this
ako yong nasa gitna mukhang titser ng lahat lol

Dahil naging officer din ang inyong lola
I have the chance to travel and attended meetings & conventions
Taken at Davao City

Feeling aktib-aktiban sa mga meeting sa school hahaha

Pagdating sa mga activity, ito talaga ang lagi kong role
Mula ata sa simula hanggang ngayon
Sinusulit nila ang kaalaman ko sa computer charoots!
masaklap lang kasi LIBRE!! anak ng pating!! hahaha

kala naman ang seryos ko sa taas ng pic nato
pinipilit ko ring mag-jump shot bwahahahaha
hindi nga lang ako talaga nakakatalon
yong gravity ng earth kasi times 2 sa normal kaya ilang inches lang ang kinakaya lol

pagkakataon na mapuntahan ang sendong relocation site
napadaan kami dito actually
galing kami ng BJMP - sa mga prisoners
House of Hope - sa mga mentally challenge
Cocoon - sa mga nagpaparehab dahil sa drugs

Hindi madali ang trabaho kapag alam mong ang dami nilang nangangailangan
Ang sarap when you are making a difference to other's life

At ito talaga ang nangyari sa Sendong time
Seryos-seryosan mode lang ang peg
ang tahimik ko dito ano? hahaha 

At mawawala ba ang kainan sa skol? at mawawala ba ako sa eksena? HINDI! hahaha
taken before going to DSWD below

And hoping kaming lahat ay papasa for the social work practicum 2013-2014
off to the mother agency - DSWD

at ang pagbisita sa isang Mother Agency - DSWD

LAKAS KO LANG MAKASERYOS SA BUHAY KO SA TAAS... 
PWES!!! 

ito? saan ako nito? hahaha nakikipaglaro din ako, 
nakiki-ingay, nakiki-gulo. ganyan!!! hahahahaha  

Sa Kwarto nakikipagharotan, nakikigulo ang nangyari ako ang naisahan!! hahaha
Taken at Davao City
Attended the social work convention

ALL IN ALL in an ORDINARY DAY AT SCHOOL
ito ako! hahahaha
Hindi ko na e-explain kasi alam na! hahaha

at marami pang iba... feeling ko hindi na kasya dito lahat-lahat hahaha hindi ko na mabilang sa aking mga kamay pati paa ko ang mga pictures na nasa folders ko pati magandang lessons na nakuha ko bawat activity na nagawa namin, the course itself totally change my views in life. i care more, i even love more. the best na natutunan ko was to listen more sa mga taong may problema without any judgment and doubt sa kanilang pinagdadaanan. i became a better person from all that i experienced sa buhay bilang isang social worker student. 

Bagong yugto na ng buhay ko this june 2013, i will definitely practice my profession in an institution who caters the program and services of a rape victim. 

Hello and welcome practicum life!!! 

Tele-tahimik-muna

Ayoko muna mag-ingay, walang intro, walang drums, kampana at ano pang anek-anek.

Natatawa rin ako kapag iniisip kong mag-eemote ako, ganyan hahaha but no, no, I hope it’s a big no. lol

It’s in my thoughts now I want “telelalahbells” will remain as a happy person, may happy thoughts and will definitely just laugh with problems and I think that’s what I am doing now kahit sobrang bigat na ng kuyukot ko esteh yong puso ko charing lang hahaha

Kayo, kayo lang eh! Hihihi pero honestly, since I came back sa mundo ng blogging, I started to open my thoughts, lahat na ata kulang nalang maghubad ako pero wag na masara pa tong blogspot dahil sakin. 

Hahaha roootts. And u became all my inspiration kaya tuloy ang ingay-ingay mode ko. char!

Una, I just want to say thank you to all sa walang sawang pagbisita sa blog ko, may sense man o wala ang post ko you never failed to drop and left your footprints, you made a difference sa life ko and alam mo yan. Salamat kaibigan, mga sis, ateh, koyah at mga ka-animals.

It has been months since dito ko nilagay lahat ng rants ko sa buhay and I am grateful that dahil sa blogging at sa inyo, I come to discover a lot of things sa buhay ko, nakaya kong i-separate ang sarili ko, (dual personality ang peg? Hahaha) kung trying hard to be formal kami kasi nga tinitingnan ng maraming tao ang profession namin sa realidad na parang bawal magkamali, dapat lahat ng bagay ay tama, iniiwasang magkamali dahil panget sa mata ng ibang tao, but dito sa mundo ng blogsphere, abah super split na split ang personality ko dito hahaha wala yon, hindi kasama yon dahil mas gugustohin ko yong simpleng ako lang talaga, free to express my thoughts without any judgment, without any doubts and we are all free to share what’s in our mind (facebook lang ba may alam? Lol)  lahat equal, yon ang importante sakin, walang mayaman, walang mahirap lahat ay pantay tayo dito sa mundo ng blogsphere.

Now I am saying that I already have a life here.. chars!! Haha

Sa totoo lang, gutom lang ako now hahaha jowk. There’s just this feeling lang na I once felt this, nakakainis, nakakalito at nagugulohan (charoots) pero hindi ako na-tatae ha. Promise. Hahaha

I am trying now  na maging seryos na. hahaha syet.

Natuwa lang me, a year after I learned to listen again those “love songs” bwahahahahaha natatawa ako pero totoo nga, bakit ba wag ng makialam blog ko to hahaha jowk naiiba na rin ang mood ko, hihihi ohhh well thanked God for the life and love I knew it once na naging matatag ako lalo at nagbigay ng daan para maintindihan ko rin ang ibang tao who have been an alipin ng pag-ibig. Charooks!!

But anyways, tumae lang ako dito sa blog ko este naglabas ng hindi naman sama ng loob but saloobin lang ata. I just want to take this out, yong happiness na hindi mo alam where galing at ano ang pinaghuhugotan char char many char hahaha basta yon na yon talaga, be it, whatever is in your mind, basta yon na talaga! Hahaha

[insert puso na may butas]

P.S.

Like I said, I’m glad and happy na naabot mo yan. You got it. Finally, the license, the firm and the life, it is really for you. Basta i am just happy for you, hanggang doon lang siguro.  Your dreams became your reality now, congratulations!  I can't be part of that, anymore. Until then, architect. =)

Mabaon sa lupa dahil mabigat

Another year na naman at ang pagpapayat hindi ko pa natodo dahil sa aking schedule! Tan-eneng naman! Pero nabawasan naman ako ng konti! Konti lang! yes nalang keysa wala talaga!! Hahaha nagstop akong mag-gym at mag-jogging araw-araw dahil nga dina keri ang pagod at hirap. Nakakamiss rin kaya the first list ko for 2013, seryosong seryoso na ako nito dahil makikipagpustahan na ako ng 5k kung hindi pa ako papayat in 3 months’ time, babalik na talaga ako ng gym at mag-jojogging na araw-araw with sangkatutak na supplements pa para pumayat!! Hahaha yan na ang maging motivation ko ngayon dahil malapit na ang practicum days ko at ayoko mabaon sa lupa (dahil mabigat ako) kapag nag-heel ako! Hahaha

Susubukan ko na pala bukas gumising ng umaga at maglakad ng isang oras at 30 mins sa gym para maibalik ko ang dating routine ko. Sana lord, wag akong tamarin! Lels! Kapag gusto, magagawa naman! Kapag tinatamad, matulog ulit! Hahaha seryoso na talaga ito para na rin sa kinabukasan ko! Hahaha kung ako ang naglalaway sa ex ko, bukas sigurado akong magseizure pa siya at effortless ang mga laway na tumutulo! Hahaha assuming naman ako doon bah!! Hindi ako ampalaya! Hahaha

Masaya ang buhay dito sa blogspero dahil tumatambling man ang grammar mo, yes pa rin! Walang salpukan at saksakan, dahil naniniwala ako sa bawat bloggero may kanya-kanyang diskarte at sariling isip to show off what they really got. Lately, consistent akong nagpopost ng entry at dahil yan sa inyo, kayo ang aking inspirasyon (naks, tutulo na sipon ko! Haha) para ibahagi ko ang aking life kahit hindi pa tayo nagkikita in person.

ito na ang dinukot ko dahil
sabi ni pao-kuneho
ang profile pic yan ang
pinagmamalaki natin!! hahaha

Salamat kay Mr. Archie dahil sa contest-contest na yan na una kong sinalihan, nanalo pa ako! Hahaha lilibre daw niya kami ng ek, yaman naman ni archie! Lels!! Pero sa totoo lang, its not with the ek, gusto ko talaga siyang mameet (echos!! Hahaha gwapoh eh sabi niya yon!! Hahaha). hindi ko pa alam kailan and saan dahil nasa cagayan de oro ako, kumusta naman iyon, i will cross the ocean ang drama ko nito, hahaha una ko naging kaibigan si archie, unang blogger nakausap-usap ko sa twitter at sa fb dahil na rin ito sa pinoy bloggers outreach na yan. Maraming salamat sayo archie, I appreciated that pinili mo yong entry ko para sa contest mong “ano ang kulay ng iyong pasko!”

Ayan, sana maaga akong makatulog para maaga akong magising para makapagsimula ulit ng bagong buhay, makapagjogging na ulit!! Hahaha

Will be number 3, leaving number 2

I have been so busy the whole time, I forgot that it’s almost Christmas. Yeah, I know, I’ve seen a lot of decors already anywhere but because I live my life the way I want to, wala pa akong na-prepare for Christmas, i haven’t think something also for my birthday. It’s 28 days more to go and I’ll start number 3 end of number 2. Hahaha time is so fast when you are busy!

Everytime I opened my blog, may number one fan ako, walang post na wala siya, he always takes an effort to comment or leave something and I would like to thanked Archievinier sa walang sawa to leave his footsteps. At dahil wagi ka kuyah sa blog ko, ikaw ang first na hihingan ko ng Christmas Picture Greeting, (alam ko humihingi ka rin! Hahaha) Sali mo na rin ang Birthday greetings in the next 28 days ha! Hahaha aabangan ko yan! Kahit busy ang lola mo, sure yan marereceive ko sa email ko! (qlarrah@yahoo.com) Hahaha

I’ll hold and cross my finger that I can update my blog every day or every other day! nahuhuli na ako sa mga balita, I need to take an effort also to back read blogs. Ang dami ko pa naman kwento, I just don’t have enough time to make it. I need to keep this blog dahil nangarap pa naman ako magsulat ng libro 5 years from now! hahahaha libre mangarap! Kebs nalang! Hahaha

Need to fix bed now, time to sleep, it will be another day tomorrow!