Post Year-end breakaway

So this is just so late but I’m still going to make an entry, this year-end breakaway was one of the most annoying & a memorable one.

The first plan was going to “bantayan island” in Cebu City. Due to bagyong “RUBY” nasira daw yong island so like I said hmmm kasi hindi pa naging 26 ang katawan ko kaya hindi kami matutuloy!! A big charot!!! Hahaha so instead, we shifted going to Nasipit, Agusan del Norte where Imyang’s (one of my closest friends) provincial hometown.

The plan was the three of us (ako, bonjing, juan) will leave Cagayan de Oro City 6pm, December 26, 2014 para sure na darating kami ng before bonjing’s birthday (27^th of December) but there are a lot of changes, Juan cannot join us, I had personal reasons also before December 26, I decided not to go. Only bonjing was eager to travel and stayed there for at least a night, he said.

Just prior to all of that, I already talked to bonjing that “let’s surprise imyang, what do you think?!” he agreed on that. He lied and he is learning. Hahaha shhh. Imyang knew all along that I was in Bukidnon that day, I was very consistent of my tantrums that I won’t be going anymore. Still we stick to the plan, bonjing left 6pm that day on December 26 and I left earlier (around 3pm I think). Imyang thought that bonjing left 3pm in Cagayan de Oro because yon talaga pinalabas namin. The moment I told bonjing na umalis na  yong bus ko, that message was forwarded to imyang, assuming na he was the one who was on that bus. BUWIS BUHAY pa kasi I have mobile issues pa, yong battery ko ayaw makisama so on and off lang peg ko sa bus. 4 hours pa naman na byahe! Pakshets talaga! Hahaha I survived! Para-paraan lang yan! Hahaha

I arrived sa usapan around 8 na siguro yon, nagpanic ako kasi 2% nalang yong batt ko at hindi ko Makita si imyang yong sundo ko so like “wtf ang bilis ng karma! Hahaha” pagbaba ko kasi, mga 5 mins pa natigil yong bus kasi may umihi, at nakaharang ng bonnga yong bus, so nong umalis yong bus, diretso at agad kong nakita ang sundo ko! Hahaha fuck the magic dragon sa kaba ko that moment! Imyang was sitting on a motor vehicle across pala haaha she’s expecting na yong kuya bonjing niya ang dumating but yon ang surprise, I can still recall her face like “syet! Really?!” mga reaksyon na ganyan lang hahaha she paused for a minute and couldn’t explain how all those things happened like she thought nasa bukidnon na ako. Oh diba, sarap mangsurprise but I don’t like to be surprised! Hahaha

Sumakay na kami sa motor going sa kanila at huwaw ang layo! Hahaha totoo nga sabi niyang isla! Ang saya ng buhay! Malapit sa dagat kasi sila so abah, super rest house! Hahaha literally, nakaharap talaga sila sa dagat at may malaking cottage at yon sa ilalim yon na may tubig dagat na hahaha tuwang tuwang ako kasi hindi ka na makakakita ng ganon sa city kasi, life is so different in the province, one word “PAWIR!” hahaha So bonjing arrived just before his birthday, around 10 siguro, bitbit ang totoong cake I baked for his birthday para real happy birthday din hahaha

Midnight of December 27, 2014, we asked bonjing to pray instead of his wishes. Right after that I and imyang wished for him and we started to feel like a kid “lightning of candle, blowing of candle” hahaha on the other hand, video call ang peg ni juan para sabay-sabay pa rin kami sa birthday, (para-paraan nga yan! Hahaha) si juan sinindihan niya yong sparklers habang magbblow ng candle si bonjing, para lang ewan haha feeling nasa ibang bansa hahaha eh ano pa! right after pagblow syempre slicing of cake na meaning kainan na! hahaha and shhh… sleep mode na kami around 3am lol

We woke up late in the morning of December 27^th, the plan of going to the farm para kumuha ng buko at pupunta ng next municipality to visit ada, pumunta ng market para mamili, waley, walang nangyari ni isa. Hahaha kasi Imyang’s father arrived from work and invited us for a coffee sa cottage nila, yes coffee pero red horse yong nakaserve. Seryoso yan. Hahahaha that one was of the best breakfast I ever had sa buhay ko hahaha simpol but elegant nga yong motto non! Syet! Hahaha Prior to that pala, we went to buy some fresh bangus, sa kapitbahay lang nila, walking distance and relatives din. Yon ang nice sa province ano! Lol mas namangha ako nong nalaman kong 100 pesos lang yong kilo ng bangus at fresh na fresh pa, dahil kakaharvest lang. Doon din ako nakakakita ng perfect na inihaw na bangus – galling umihaw ng tatay ni imyang, super perfect, hindi sunog, golden brown talaga at super luto yong loob. The best din yong kinilaw, super tamis ng fish. If given the chance, babalik ako don hindi lang 2 days pero 1 week na talaga hahaha

The whole day of bonjing’s birthday, nasa cottage lang kami, kwentohan sa papang ni imyang at mamang niya. (ang tanda na namin ni bonjing pakinggan sa bagay na ito hahahaha) Bagets na bagets lang parents ni imyang! haha  may isang case ng red horse at masarap pala walang ice or sadyang masarap lang uminom don kasi super mahangin at presko pa, may bangus, may teka hindi ko alam if talaba ba yong kinain nila (di ako pede don, allergy galore!) buong araw all we did was to eat and drink, perfect na perfect ang birthday ni bonjing hahaha hanggang nakatulog na tatay ni imyang, kami ni bonjing parang nagkakape lang ng red horse hahaha hindi pa kami tapos, ayaw na kami kausapin ni imyang dahil syempre iba kami kapag nasa city, biglang transform kami don eh lol so the term im gonna used is “shocked!” kebs, she needs to deal with that hahaha

That night of 27^th, we went to Carmen, Agusan del Norte, Municipality before Nasipit, don yong famous municipal hall na puro may lights, I think na-featured na rin yon sa national news. Kahit ulan, go! Pagbalik namin hindi pa kami natapos, tinuloy namin yong natira na red horse. Syet ano! Hahaha mas masarap kasi super lamig dahil parating na rin si “seniang” non. Just until imyang fell asleep, gising pa rin kami ni bonjing, inom ng inom pa rin sabay coffee so ginawa lang ang kape na chaser at pulutan na chocolate cake! Hahaha taeh! Then we decided to sleep so late again.

Kinabukasan, again and again, we woke up late. Hahaha bonjing reminded me of a promised na ipagluluto ko siya ng “lauya” or pork stew/soup sa english kapag nasa Nasipit kami, all I though he forgot that, so naremember niya eh so napilitan! Charot! Hahaha so kind of mamang (mother of imyang) na she offered to go to the market instead of us para mamili. Ng makabalik si mamang, we prepared the ingredients, tadtad here and there, here’s bonjing again, naglabas ulit ng natira na red horse. So alam na! hahaha so bilis ng karma ko sa surprise-surprise dahil habang nagluluto na kami, I accidentally open the pressure cookerna akala ko pede na kasi hindi na cia maingay I even turned off the stove para mabilis yong pagbaba ng tubig sa loob, so?! Boom! Natapon sa kamay ko, so mukhang karne lang! hahaha thanks to the sensodyne toothpaste for the first aid and yong nakababad kamay ko sa basin na may ice. Honglamig na masakit di ko maintindihan! Syet! Hahaha (ang dami talaga mamamatay sa akala na yan! Hahaha)

Year 2014, I can’t remember any travel I had dahil super busy ang taon na yan for me, final requirements sa school, graduation by march, review by summer and board exam. Even though isa lang ang naging travel ko that year, parang I had more than enough because the most exciting and memorable sa year end break away ko was I have come to know a family na hindi ko na masyado nakikita, I admit it, even my own family was never the same since mom left so like sobrang na-appreciate ko yong nakilala ko ang family ni imyang with her siblings. Traditional family who live with modernity, kasi iba na mga teenagers ngayon and the family deals it rightly, ang maganda kasi din is the communication within. Mas na-aappreciate ko ang isang travel kapag may nakikilala akong tao who will give me an opportunity na Makita ang kagandahan ng buhay hindi lang yong lugar just like my travel nong sa isang kaibigan ko sa Santiago, Agusan del Norte pa rin year 2013 na nakilala ko rin yong family nila and it feels so different knowing a family during your travel.

I sincerely would like to thank you Sollano Family from Talisay, Nasipit, Agusan del Norte, to mamang and papang with the siblings, thank you for your hospitality, for allowing us to stay for couple of days in your rest house. Hehehe I enjoyed it so much! It is indeed a memorable one for me! The next lauya, dili na jud mubuto ang pressure cooker mang hahaha nakulang diay to ug saging ug mais mao tong feeling nako something nay kulang hehehe limot ko gyud haha Hope we will have more days in the next months to come. Imyang, Thank you too! You just made my year 2014 a great & memorable one!

  

Masakit sa panga na Birthday Special

Just before anything else, I assume to insert the song “ayokong tumanda” hahaha

It is a late birthday post! Yes nalang! Busy slight. Chos!

I can’t thanked enough those people who made my birthday a “real” happy birthday! Hahaha and a complete one. Those who greeted me through text, personal facebook & twitter, THANK YOU! You have been part of my special day & I will keep all your thoughts, wishes and messages.

Just before my birthday, I intentionally bake my chocolate moist cake – 3 days ago I think because “habang tumatagal, lalong sumasarap!” parang tanduay rum lang ang peg eh! Hahaha sa sobrang excited ko ata, I made a mistake hahaha so hindi naging flat ang cake, naging mukhang basin lang naman hahaha

My friends surprised me with a magic candle, just prior to that I was very anxious that they bought a candle na saktong edad ko talaga, it’s like I’ve been telling them “sige, I won’t blow that candle!” YEAH I am still in denial stage, be it! Wala naman yan sa edad eh, it’s just how you live your life! Hahaha (explain dot com haha)

So we had a wonderful intro birthday of lighting the sparklers! Yey! Then blowing of candles, I realized 5 secs after that hindi mauubos yong candle pala kasi nga magic candles! Nganga! Hahaha so I just keep on blowing it until I said that “ang sakit na ng panga ko!” hahaha sabay may shortness of breathe na! hahaha

Aside from the blowing of candles, laughter and smiles that moment, the most important lesson I learned was “time is very important” you’ll never know how long your family & friends will stay by your side, to make you laugh, smile and feel loved. Basta, masaya ako sa birthday ko & that’s it! I am making the most of my life!

Anyways, my birthday was full of realization also. Life is too short to waste, to worry and to dwell on something that does not belong anymore to your future as much as to your present. I have lost some of my gold in the year 2014 and everything just made sense today, I have gained so much, a diamond instead, very priceless and rare - & God made me realized on that day. Thank you to my ever dearest loved ones – Bonjing, Juan, Imyang, Mecmec and Adah. I don’t have to elaborate everything here, I have said enough already & a simple Thank you for making my birthday possible and a memorable one to all of us. I love you to the moon and back!

I can’t post those birthday presents coz u know my mobile is getting so old! Hahaha the file is in my mobile, I can’t retrieve it. Sarreeh! But really, thank you Bonjing for the motivation gift – sketch pad & frame of mount apo of davao (before 2020 ang target, we’ll be there together!! Haha) Thank you Imyang & ada for the sling bag & sandal – believe it or not ate poch said “how did they know ur taste?!” so like I said then, ur just guessing! Hahahaha and of course to juan for my quaker oats! Yeay! 2 pax so the pressure is so ON! Haha I love the face towel and spoon, that will be used while eating my oats hahaha charot!

THANK YOU again my loved ones – you’ve been a great part of me & I mean it what I have told you all – you were one of those friends, I wanted to grow up with, to cry and laugh with, to have simple conversations late at night, to drink coffee together as well you know the other way around hahaha You all are the best thing that has ever happened to me in the year 2014 and looking forward this year for travels, adventures and more laughter & bloopers. 

Just no surprises

Happy New Year!! Yan ang unang bati ko sa inyong lahat!! Chos! Hehe kembot kembot ikot ikot hanggang mahilo lang! hahaha

Hmmm… I still have something to write about my year end break outside the city pero I cannot compose it yet dahil bangag pa ako sa usok at sa pagkain na nilamon ko these past few days and yes lamon ng lamon lang kasi feeling ko last na last na talaga ang mga yon! Hahaha syet! Kailangan now hard diet! Charot!!

As I look into my blog, on the right side sa may countdown ng birthday, I saw 3 days left more to go and boom! Nanginginig ako at kinakabahan and I just couldn’t explain it why. Nah! I love making surprises to people I care and love about but ayaw na ayaw ko yong ako ang nasusurprise personally dahil I just don’t like the feeling of I don’t know saan ko pupulotin yong puso ko, yong kaba ko na parang nauutot lang ako ng bongga. Hahaha syet lang kasi! Or maybe I just could not control the emotions I have inside whenever I feel surprised, mahirap ako makapagmove on sa bagay na yon hahaha so if ever, wag na kayong magisip ng surprise kasi dahil because hahaha ayoko sa feeling na yon! Hahaha

Last 2014, month of January, hindi ganon kaganda ang pagbukas ng taon sa akin, I do have a lot of trials encountered & the best din naman nangyari sa part na yon is where I learned to surrender myself to God and I can say that I was home by then. it was tough. Really. I made it through those storms & I’m proud of it.

Today, 2015, it’s a good one, maganda ang pasok ng taon even before 2015 strikes. There’s a lot more na pagdadaanan ko, mas matindi mas mahirap but I am excited to take the challenge whatever it is coz one thing I know that will help me to shape myself. I am totally ready for that!

I wanted to say thank you to the people who never left me during my rainy days nong 2014, I’ve come to see true friends and people around who truly care and love you the least you expect it. It’s a one hell ride back there but I made it because for all you know I got my strength in you, I even learn to trust despite of betrayal. I thanked you Atty. slash Archt. Grace B., Feunah, Imee Jane, Hadasah, Renato & Juan for being part of my 2014 & brighten me up during my darkest hours. Chos! Hehehehe of course my blogger friends who never failed to share their life across, Thank you guys! 

So this is it let me enjoy this year 2015, more travels hopefully and the most important I am looking forward this year is I am going to serve my profession.

Sniff pa! Singhot pa more!

I’ve realized something today, definitely YES! I know I’m going to regret it for the next five years!?! Yeah! 5 years! Wtf! Ain’t?! I was looking at my old passport and then there boom! Yeyeeh! I looked like a drug addict & a pusher! Hahaha I went to dfa today and one hell of a day almost ang hinugot ko and I am trying to convince myself that moment that YES finally! Oh! This is my chance to at least improve my picture and be happy for the next five years again!?! Ek..ek..klavu processing… wwoooottt!! Anak ni darna kung meron man yan! Pls wag ng ibigay ang bato! Futeks!! If I look like a drug addict nong old passport ko wow! Kumusta naman ang new passport ko, I look like now a drug lord! Wtf! Right?! Shit eh! Hahahahahaa I just couldn’t move on for a while until now! Holy crap! Holy ninja!!! Wala na akong magawa! So keber na sa mga ninja titingin ng passport ko!

Just right after my dfa appointment, I finally got my planner, an early present from teacher kat. Wwwoooottt.. kendeng, kendeng, galaw galaw para hindi mastroke ang taba! Chos! Hahaha Thanks teacher kat for this & it was so sweet and thoughtful of you. I’ll keep in mind that wish, not just for me or you but sa atin yon dalawa! Hahaha wwooott! He will come in the most perfect time and unexpected place. Charrrooottt sa ating dalawa! Hahahaha Cross my fingers that mapuno ko itong planner na ito with God's grace for the year 2015!! 

Humanda ang 2015 ko nito!
AYAN OH! bday ko! haha

Ang sweet ni teacher kat kasing
 sweet ng pusa niya haha

I just love my day totally! Lalo na having a 3 hour straight random conversation with a dear friend! Wwoott! Like imyang said “ate it’s been a while we talked serious stuff!” chos! Hahaha oo! Kasi ngayon we can’t have any proper conversation kasi may bonjing na kami at isang nognog so wwweezz chance puro nalang kalokohan! That’s what this big four do most of the time! Ayey!  

"imyang"
May ganyan! feeling
sensitive case lang ito! lol

"Si nognog at bonjing"
bentang benta ang dalawang ito kaya
para iwas gulo na, tinakpan ang
kalahati ng mukha! chos! 

ang happy signpen na
ballpen ko! haha

Ang babaw ko lang then pag-uwi ko, no joke, I was looking for an old notebook of mine nong nag-aaral pa ako and guess what I’ve found, yes! My ballpen na signpen din! Hahaha natuwa ako! Shit lang! wwwooott! I’ve been looking for this kasi ang alam ko talaga may ganito akong pen eh, kaso nawala so ito na nakita ko na! hahaha

Ay last, this is for a friend, a long time friend who is currently in Japan – like I said, hold on to whatever you are going through, just remember that you always have us, you have a home when you get back soon & we will always be your wings in case you’ll be losing some of your feathers.

Life is so real & beautiful if we just learn to appreciate the small things & acknowledge those people na minsan natulungan ka at andon sila sa moment you have nothing! Thank you & hoping one day I will be given the chance to share also my gratitude to others! (natatakot talaga ako kapag nagiging so seryos ang ending kasi ito na nga ang signs na guguho na ang mundo charrooottt lang! hahaha) wwooottt. tambling tambling ikot ikot and splleettttsss. wooottt.

You, just made a difference!

All of a sudden, I remembered I still have this, my blog! Woooootttt.. the last time I had an update was January 11, 2014, kumusta  naman?!! (spleeett! Haha)

For 3 months, oh my God! Rroooowwwttss!!!

A lot of things happened and I guess some of you knew it through my facebook account. To the left, to the right, forward, backward ang requirements ko for my final year. Really. I don’t want to elaborate that because I don’t want to bore you at all. Charr!!!

So much to that, I just wanted to say thank you to PBO members and especially Mommy joy. You guys will always be part of my success in life. I am glad that along my journey, I have met you all. My special mention to my very very best buddy online blogger, si feyel! Yes si feyel! Those times that nobody knows how down I was during the compilation of requirements that something came up, he was there to brighten up my day, to lighten up the heavy heart and never get tired of listening to my stupid woes. (at ang very best goal now din is we will have a picture of us!! to justify why we are best buds online!! charroottss!! hahahaha) I am tough, I am strong but even how strong I am, minsan nagbbreakdown ako, simply because I am just a human too.  Yes hindi ako hayop, tao ako! Lol echus!

On serious note, I made you all as my inspiration to aspire more in life, to believe that dreams come true one day, to this, I know I can extend more of my time and life to those who are in need. Honestly, I just don’t want to do that, what I really want is to make a big unique difference to everybody.  Something that I can be their inspiration in getting their dreams, to believe as well that dreams are not just dreams, they are made to happen.  Thank you once again for the small and big things, those simple laughs, thoughts and little hi’s and hello’s, you are making a difference in my life. Thank you guys.

I got it! I made it! One chapter ends and another is ready to open! Hello Social Work Board Review!

Above all, Thank you God for leading me to my purpose in life. Becoming an architect is not my destination; indeed becoming a Registered Social Worker is my call. 

Birthday arousal

I MISS THIS!!!!

ang mababasa niyo ay rated s.p.g striktong patnubay at gabay ng magulang ang kailangan. maaring may maseselang tema, lenggwahe, karanasan, karahasan, o sekswal. hahaha

Nabubuhay ang aking mga alindog!! (napaisip pa rin ako kung meron ba ako nyan! Hahaha)

Woooooppp!!! Woooppsss!!! Kerrriii!! Keerrriii! My booobbss!! Keriboobs!! biglang talon, pagkalapak sa putik, split all the way agad-agad, biglang tayo at dampot ng pagkain! (kapagod kaya noh! Hahaha)

My moment…

It’s been 3 months since my last post. Hahaha i was very busy indeed doing nothing only that eating is an exemption to this matter! Rooow! Hahaha oh well, well! hindi lang sa kakakain ang pinagkakaabalahan ko alam niyo namang busy ako sa career ko rin! Feeling ko lang this year mas maging busy ako! (feeling lang yan, walang assurance pa yan! Hahaha)

On a serious note, hopefully matatapos na ako this march and will have my 2 months review and by June, yon na! board exam na! (hhmmm…) so much for that, busy din ako sa long term plan ko after graduation, will tell it soon kapag mahahawakan ko na ang upo, I mean maging totoo na ang UPOrtunety! TOOOTTTooooRRROOOOTTTTooooTTT!!! (trumpong trumpo)

Ayoko na ng moment, naantok ako! Hahaha charing! 

Woooppss!! Keerriii keerrriii my boobss!!! Woooott!!! Hahahaha

Siguro hindi pa alam ng lahat kung bakit bigla akong nabuhay, bigla akong gumawa ng entry! Matagal ko ng plano talaga I am just looking for the perfect and right time kaso hindi na ata nakapagantay simula nong pinukaw ang aking alindog (iniisip ko pa rin until now if meron ba ako nyan hahaha) ng isang hari na itatago ko sa pangalang “archie” OO! Siyang siya nga from a far far away land! SUPER asim i mean tamis ng HARI dahil gumawa siya ng isang laglagan entry talaga para sakin! hahaha at lalong nagkaron ako ng awaken emotions (in other words – arousal of feelings daw hahahaha) nong may picture greeting ako galing sa one and only pusa ko na matagal nagtatago na kala ng lahat ay isang cat drawing lang to! (automatic tadyak sa buntot ng pusa kapag ito ay magrereact! Hahah) Thank you sa inyong dalawa, ang sweat sweet ninyo pati ako pinagpapawisan sa inyo! i lab da two op U!

Thank you also sa isang special na kaibigan na si jonDmur, ang lover ng blogsphere dahil sa hilig nito magsulat ng romance books hahaha (ito ibebenta ko na sa inyo! chos! hahaha) special kasi hindi niya nilagay ang pic greeting kasi sa timeline ko at private talaga. Hihihi at nakaka-arouse i mean nakaka bring up din ng excitement naman tong si josh na idol ko sa pagV-vlog nong sinabi niyang “iblow na yan!” sabayan pa ng gwapitong paokun sa blogsphere na “I blow na nga yan!” ibang iba ang aking pakiramdam! Parang pag na-iblow eh hindi ko alam kung may sasabog ba or mamatay! Hindi ko talaga alam! Pero ang nasa isip ko nito, ang hari pa rin! (I feel so crazy!! Landi2x pag may time) hahahaha

Mas nagsstimulate ito sexually I mean emotionally pala ang pagbabalik ko sa blogsphere nong nakita ko ang mga unexpected birthday greetings from the PBOers, its been a year na nga since nong nagsimulang mabuo ang groupo. I appreciate sa lahat ng bumati, you made me so special and gay! (OMG! Hahaha) I so love that! promise! I truly found a home in you all guys! Thank you! and Thank you for the friendship!!!

Hindi ako mapakali, hindi dahil Makati yong pwet ko or yong silicon ko eh lumalabas na sa bra ko! hindi ganon! At hindi yon! hahahaha charing! Ang dami kong gustong sabihin! Alam ni feyel yan, alam ng mga PBOers din yan, sa daldal ko ba naman kahit ako hindi ako kontento sa pagbblog lang! hindi talaga! I hate this! Char lang, arte-arte lang para may masabi! Hahaha

OH YES! I do plan of making once again a vlog, sabi nga ni haring archie, makapal ang mukha ko! yes! Sa mga bago sa blogsphere! Kayo na ang mahiya sakin dahil kung may mas makapal pa sa rubber pwes yon na ang mukha ko! Walang kokontra! Hahahaha (assuming lang!) hindi ko nga alam anong sumapi sakin sa araw na yon at totoo hindi ako humarap sa camera hanggat hindi ako nag-ahit ng kilay! Bwahahahaha

Oh well naman noh in fairness!!! Gustohin ko man magVlog ngayon, hindi ako ready! Wag niyo akong pilitin! Please! Hahaha promise hindi ako ready! Dahil hindi pa ako nakapunta ng david salon para magpagupit, ahit ng kilay at bigote, isali mo na ang buhok sa kili-kili! Ang pechay?! Kasama?! Wag na! sa brazil ko na gagawin yon! Brazilian style! (hindi ko maimagine sarili ko! bwahahahaha) anyways, totoo! This time kailangan ko ng magmake up tulad ng nakikita niyong profile pic ko sa facebook at blogspot! Kasi kung hindi ko gagawin yon hindi ako yon! hahaha kailangan panindigan ang gandang di inakala! hahahaha

Now tell me, ang gastos diba?! Kalokah! Kailangan kong gumastos ng libo-libo para iharap ko ang sarili ko sa hari! Dahil kung hindi ko gagawin yon, hindi ako makaka-ani ng upo, baka puro sili at okra lang makukuha ko, mas masaklap kapag ampalayang kulobot! Hay naman! Walang pag-asa! Walang isasarap sa bitter na bitter na ampalaya! Alam mo yon!? its driving me so crazy! Uggh!! (feeling maarte lang ako! Hahahaha)

ITO SERYOS TALAGA…

Salamat sa lahat ng bumati, salamat dahil kala ko nakalimutan na ninyo ako dahil sobra ang pananahimik ko, I feel so special dahil kahit tagal naging sabaw ang utak ko sa pagbablog, hindi niyo ako nakalimutan especially to ate “balut ng manila” (na hanggang ngayon hindi ako makaget over sa edad niya kasi feeling ko mas matanda pa ako sa kanya! ang bata niyang tingnan kaya! Hahaha) I feel so blessed to have you guys around! For this year, let’s aim to be a blessing to other people!!!

FEELING KO LANG, may multiple personality disorder ako, bigla bigla ang pag-sshift ko ng thoughts! hahahaha sige rix sagotin mo ako dito! hahaha 

Ang unang pagkikita, pagbuo ng bagong panimula at pagkakaibigan - PBOers

Nagbabablog na yong utak ko habang pauwi na, may comments pa nga eh! Lol sa dami ng gusto kong sabihin ito nganga na ako dahil hindi ko alam saan ako magsimula diba? Hahaha

Pero sige simulan ko nga.

Hindi ko alam bakit instant decision na kagad na pumunta ako ng surigao city para Makita sila sis arline, joan, zai at sila archie at empi. Siguro dahil sa frustration ko nong Monday (February 4, 2013) at  nilagnat pa talaga ako sa stress na iyon dahil hindi ako makapunta ng manila nga sa February 15 para sa pbo na yan. Nalungkot ako promise hahaha huwaw affected ako non? Lels!!

Anyway byahe to the max ang drama ko ng Thursday night hahaha left Cagayan de oro city around 10:30 at dumating kami ng butuan city ng 3 am exacto. Sumakay ulit papunta muna ng Santiago, Agusan del Norte – 1 hour and 30 mins ang byahe. I stayed for a while sa bahay ng classmate ko na taga don para maligo lang hahaha then alis ulit but dahil galing sa kanila 1 hour and 30 mins lang din, nagpaumaga ako ng slight para chumika chika.

Naligo ako ng walang tulog mahigit 24 hours na ata. Sarap ng tubig pero bampirang bampira ako sa oras na iyon.

Moving on.

Ito na talaga, dahil sa sobrang excited ako naiwan ko ang pasalubong na pastel sa bahay ng kaklase ko! Haha

But anyways…

Dumating ako ng surigao city ng 8:50 am ata exacto kasi sa meeting place na pinagusapan namin yong gaisano mall eh bukas na nong dumating ako, feeling ko binuksan lang yon para sakin! Hahaha jowwk!

Ngayon ito na… magkikita-kita na rin kami for the first time sa wakas. haha

Late sila! Haha jowk.

Sakto lang actually yong oras na pinagusapan namin. Iba na talaga mga matured galing tumupad sa oras ng usapan haha char lang!

Ngayon ang una kong nakita na nakangiti ng bongga at nawala ang mata ay itong si haring archie. Si arline naman abah dilat na dilat lang ang mata na deadma sa una! Hahaha ng palapit na ako sa Jollibee (doon kami ng breakfast at nagkita) itong si zai naman nagulat ako na bigla lang sumulpot sa gilid ko at ang tangkad nga!!! Nyetah wagas ang height!! At  natotomboy ako kagad dahil nga naman! Kung ano ang nakikita nio sa picture nia yon talaga talaga siya!! At parang hindi totoo ang iba ano? Hahaha jowk. Ng sabihin ni zai na “hi lala” wow na wow nga kasi naman heller mas malambing pa ang boses niya sakin in fairness ha!! Hahaha si sis joan hindi ko naman kagad nakilala kasi kala ko may kasama lang silang bata promise naman totoo naman kasi ang sinasabi ko! Hahaha ang cute nga ni sis joan kasi parang pwedi mo nga lang siyang bitbitan na parang bag lang eh sa sobrang kacutan niya! Hahaha si empi nawala sa paningin ko that moment dahil naman hindi ko siya nakita jowk. Ang mala Derek na katawan ni empi kagad ang bumulagta saking mga mata hahaha charos! Nong magsalita si empi wow naman part 2 na malambing pa sa boses ko! Hahahaha at si steph naman huli na kasing dumating, late ang peg hahaha pagdating niya o diba akala ng lahat na magkakakilala na kami before that meet up kasi parang si senyor lang talaga si stef! Swear!! Hahaha walang kasing layo nilang dalawa sa chikahan! hahaha

Isa isahin ko nalang para hindi masyadong mahaba tingnan ano? Hehe

Simulan ko kay ARCHIE. Sabay lahat naman kami nagbreakfast at sumama din ako papunta sa butuan airport, madaming daldal ang nangyari naman so nakikilala ko sila personally may pagkakaiba nga slight sa twitter, sa fb pero sila pa rin. Rots!!

In short nagbreakfast lang ako sa surigao for one hour at umalis kagad. Hahaha at 3 hours mahigit kaming magkasama sa van papuntang butuan airport.

So si ARCHIE nga…

Best in photography, at twitter haha

Kung anong kulit niya sa twitter at fb, kabaliktaran nga! Pero dumaldal naman siya ng bongga nong sa van na kami.

Isang mapusok na hari hahaha dahil ang alam niyang laitin sakin ay ang aking kuyokot, ito ay hinahanap at tinatanong. Hindi ko na nga naalala ng magkita na kami haha siya talaga ang nagpapaalala. Hahaha

Isang malaswa rin hahaha dahil kahit papano sobrang daring niya! Nyahahaha

Best in audience din siya sa tawanan hahaha

Sweet ni archie in fairness to him ha. Haha kaw ba naman magbuhat ng maleta ni arline all the way aba ang hari pinagbuhat ng diyosa sa biyak na kawayan abah bihira na yan! Go archie!! Ipush na yan! Hahaha

Isang simpleng hari, matipono ang katawan? Weehh?? Hahaha walang weeh kung sasabihin kong may cute na tiyan nga si archie! Bwahahahaha

Ang paborito pagusapan ni archie yong kuyokot talaga, sobra kung makapagencourage ilabas ang kuyukot na yan! Malapit na nga akong maconvince eh nahiya lang ako! Hahaha charot!!

Ang bait ni archie ha, walang keme at arteh sa buhay kuya na kuya lang ang peg niya lol

Nahihiya lang ata si archie matulog nong nasa van kami kaya pinipilit labanan ang antok or baka nahiya lang siya dahil magkatabi sila ni arline. Eeyyttt. Rots.

at tuwang tuwa si archie sa usapang pisil-pisil at pisilan na iyan! (winks) hahahaha

sarap makipagbiroan ni archie game na game sa mga malalaswang usapan! hahahaha gusto ko yan!! hahaha

Sumatotal yong personality ni archie strikto nga siyang tingnan pero bungisngis at the best talaga ay kanyang mapusok na isipan at kalaswaan hahahaha yon talaga eh ang nahighlight ko ano? Bwahahaha jowk!! namiss kita kagad archie talaga charots! hahaha sarap pisilin ang mukha mo! bwahahaha 

Si ARLINE

Weh? Lol

Tuwang tuwa ako sa kanya sa kainan! Hahaha kung makakain parang wala ng bukas oh diba kaw na ang kakain ng breakfast with macaroni soup pa yan (carbs din yon diba? Haha) plus may order pa syang pancake, oh diba wala sa katawan yan nasa gutom ng tao lang yan! Hahaha hindi ko pa ramdam ang gutom ni arline sa oras na iyon! Haha

Malambing in nature si sis arline, pink na pink nga lang talaga parang pusa lang hahaha

Naiintriga ako sa kwento nilang may talent si arline kapag naiihe or umihe na ba yon hahaha

Kung anong kulit ni arline sa twitter at fb, sa blog ganon din talaga naman in person at ito sasabihin ko na ang favourite tag line ko lagi “what u see is what u get” sa kanya hahaha

Simple nga lang si arline din, kung makastretch kasi ng paa sa van parang nasa bahay lang, diba? Haha kung makalagay kasi ng paa sa driver’s seat parang nasa sala nga lang. yan talaga ang dapat hahaha

Siya na ang bonggang nakapagbreakfast siya pa ang unang nagugutom sa byahe hahahaha jowk hindi ka pala kumain nong cookies na inoffer mo samin hehehe

Wild and free kung makatawa si arline, wagas na wagas! haha

walang dull moment kapag nakausap mo si arline, lahat connect eh! hahahaha lovelife to blogging to fb to twitter to wagas pose na pictures niya, everything under the sun

siya din ang sarap lait-laitin at asarin hahahahaha kasi lumalaban ayaw magpatalo i love that sis! haha

click na click kagad ang peg namin, ewan ko rin magaan lang sa loob kausap si arline siguro dahil isa siya sa lagi kong nakakausap sa twitter at ramdam na ramdam mo sa kanya ang isang hello welcome new friendship (sumeseryoso na ako bwahahaha jowk) basta nakakatuwa kasi isa siya sa sarap laging asarin! hahahaha sarap andami nating tawa! namiss kita kagad sis!

si JOAN  naman...

tuwang tuwa ako dito sa pic promise anong
meron kay joan diyan
isep2x kau hahaha

walang jowk para talaga siyang bata hahahaha

siya ang nagsisimula ng gulo at usapang nauuwi sa tawanan hahaha tama nga pala si june dahil sabi niya "wag kang mag-alala dahil andun si joan" parang sinasabi ni june na ang ingay nga niya! hahaha

ay at salamat pala sis sa libreng breakfast hahaha ikaw pa may galit kung hindi ko tatanggapin ano haha naliliitan ka nga sakin hahaha

siya ang babaeng walang pahinga sa byahe. according to her hindi siya nakakatulog kapag nasa byahe, oh diba simpleh lang sabi ko naman "bakit takot ka bang hindi ka na magising at pagkagising mo nasa kabilang buhay ka na pala" hahahaha

maging comportable ka na kagad kay sis joan dahil nga sa kanyang kadaldalan

sarap din asarin ni joan at kasi kalmang kalma lang gumanti ng banat hahaha

wow nga din pala siya ang mahilig magreklamo dahil malaki daw ang tiyan niya, dapat talaga siyang magreklamo kasi wala siya sa tiyan ko!! natural na natural lang ang laki ng tiyan ko compara sa kanya dibah! kailangan talaga niyang mahiya don sa akin hahahaha

sarap nilang panoorin ni zai kapag nagaasaran hahaha

kala mo lang na mala anghel ang mukha ni joan pero debil yan kapag bumanat ng usapan at kwentohan hahaha jowk!
masayang kasama si sis joan dahil maramdaman mo rin sa kanya yong parang matagal na kayong magkasama at kaibigan. oh diba seryoso na yan! hahaha namiss lang kita sis, one second every one second hahaha

kung tingnan mo si joan sa outfit na yan masasabi mong ma-arteh sa unang tingin pero yon lang yon pero hindi mo lubos maisip na sa ganda ng outfit niya na yan marunong din pala siyang umupo na nakabukaka na parang wala lang, ganyan! hahaha jowk. hindi ko lang kasi lubos maisip naman na pwede pa lang umupo sa harap ng airport at chumika chika ng slight with matching eating nilagang peanut at lanzones diba. 

ito muna ang teaser sa pagkikita namin sa surigao city, ako ay naglakbay ng halos 9 hours para makita lang sila oh diba dorang dora lang ang peg ko!! walang tulog pero nakaligo naman ako! nasa inyong konsensya na yan! hahahaha 

part 1 muna kasi hiningal ako sa kwento ko hahaha isusunod ko ang kay zai, empi at stef. 

itutuloy ito dahil super haba na. hahaha 

wait lang kayo zai, empi at stef kau naman mahighlight ko after nito hahaha

 

Secret comfort zone

I am not ready to reveal what my real feelings towards other people, this blog site, I am keeping this for long, I kept it as a secret to my family, friends and acquaintances either, I am not afraid to be judged by them, I know who are real and not. It is just a choice not to tell them about it because I just don’t want it. I’d rather trust people who have same passion virtually than sharing these to people I know they will just talk about you. I take this as my secret comfort zone and I’d rather leave it that way.

What I have shared here is different of how they see me personally, I am stiff, I have strong personality, straight forward, I tell directly what I want and don’t, I sometimes want things to be done immediately, growing up now I have learned to value time that’s why I hate procrastination. I always insist that yes I have strong personality but not everybody  knows I am sweet, it just doesn’t show and can’t be justified the way I speak. I have a big heart, but I just want to keep it to myself.

How you act doesn’t define who you are, that’s what I have learned in life. Do what makes you happy, in every little thing you do, make sure you find contentment. Life is easy, we just make it complicated, if we learn to be contented in all the things we do, probably there will be no more confusions and we learn to value what we have. I don’t care too much now on how people think about me, I let them talk, I let them throw me a stone and I make it sure I throw them back kindness despite of how they think about me. This is me and I cannot change that, if I'll do that, I will never be me at all. Being good to other people no matter how they break you, you will still stand out, because you just proved to them that you are strong enough to face them and I learned to do that after all this time. 

try kumain ng ganito kalaki na pizza

Feeling ko isang buwan na akong nawala dito sa blogsphere dahil naging busy busyhan ang lola niyo!! Namiss ko rin ang chumismaks sa mga blog niyo kaya babawi ako bukas pagkagising ko. Sa ngayon ibabahagi ko muna ang pizza parteh na sinabi ko sa nauna kong post.

bertdey keyk

buo pa ang pizza haha

Dahil it’s a pizza parteh, so here is the biggest pizza we had tonight!! Plus a free 12 inches pizza free that cost us 1,360 php only, mura na compared to other places. We ordered THE GODFATHER (30 inches big) from big flat pizza and enjoyed the videoke while eating. For now, may amnesia ako sa DIET!! Hahaha this is good for 12 to 15 person’s pero hindi pa rin naming naubos kasi almost 50 slices, kahit mga barako yang kasama ko hindi pa rin naming kinayang ubosin!! We decided to have a pizza party as me and my best friend birthday treat to our social work classmates. Kahit late na ang celebration, we had fun still!!

malakas malusog matibay
ang pinagsamahan namin
all these years. 

ito ang ginawa naming birthday keyk!! lels!! it's more fun in the philippines talaga pag kasama mo ang mga kaibigan mong inasahan!! itong katabi kong kasing malusog ko rin we've been friends since high school days pa lang, mga almost 15 years na rin yong friendship namin and i am happy kasi nahila ko siyang mag-aral din ng korsong hindi namin maintindihan!! hahaha kebs!! enjoy life eka nga!! ilang birthdays na rin kami nagsalo kasi january 1 siya and ako is january 6 naman. all those years since naging kaibigan kami we both know and we will never forget each other's birthday.

Amnesia mode!! walang
diet muna haha

madami pang kwento behind this pizza parteh. bukas ikukwento ko naman ang nangyari after namin kumain at naisipang maglipstick ng sobrang pula, kami at ang mga kasama naming pinagdududahan na naming mga bekey. more pictures to come. 

kakayanin ang beer free this year

20 days to be exact na free beer ako!! Yeaaayy!! Alam ko na ang nasa isip niyo na isa akong lasiggera!! Hahaha hindi no! what I mean is once a week may leisure time kami after Saturday class kasi isipin naman 9am to 7pm ang clase ko straight! Kahit super stress na ako in a week, wala pa rin pinagbago malusog na malusog pa rin ako! Hahaha I’m working 5 days a week at may clase din ako sa social work ng 5:30 araw2x at whole day sa Saturday so I think kailangan ko ring mag-unwind and I deserve to relax or else goodbye mundo nako! LEL!

Ang pinagiisipan ko ng malalim ngayon ay ang pagpapayat ko! Haha natatawa ako kasi all those years gustohin ko mang pumayat hindi natutuloy dahil ang daming reasons sa mundo! Haha ngayon, ikarer ko na talaga since sinabi ko sa panata ko na kailangan beer free na ako para walang carbo masyado sa katawan at nagtitiis nalang ako ngayon sa pineapple juice! Letseh!! Hahaha kay hirap magpasexy lalo na kapag sinasalubong ka rin ng mga parteh at kung anong churvaluh na involve and pagkain at inuman. Basta ang alam ko totohanin ko ng beer free this year nako!!!

Masaya ang inuman!! Mamimiss ko ang pagiging gaga ko na pagnalasing, nawawala sa sarili, nagiging mother amazona, matapang at makapal na ang mukha, surely im going to miss na mapapagusapan ka dahil gumawa ka ng kalokohan dahil nalasing ka! Pag boypren mo naman ang kasama mo sa paglalasing, ibang usapan na yan!! Hahaha cheh!!

Ngayon I am excited sa pizza party naming this weekend, im sure patayan ng drinks ang show but no! no! no! na talaga ako sa inuman muna!! Hahaha manonood nalang ako sa malasing at kukuha ng pictures sa sino mang magmukhang mickey mouse!!

Para malaman ng lahat baka akala niyo eh super lasinggera na ako at hardcore na sa inuman it’s NO!! epal2x lang ang ginagawa ko!! Hehehe ilang rounds ng tagay lang nawawala na ako sa sarili ko, ang tinatago kong pagiging malandi ko  na hindi naman bagay sa akin! LOL!! Hahahaha